When I posted the “before” pictures, I felt every ounce that 330-lb woman in the picture – bigger, even. Today, posting these pictures, I don’t feel anything like that 301lb woman in the picture. On the inside, I am a woman who swims 4-5 times a week, walks her dog, cooks healthy meals for herself and eats under 2,000 calories a day. A person who lives this lifestyle, looks a lot different than I do. On the inside, I am fit and vital. On the outside, I am a woman who spent the last 35 years abusing herself with food.
So, how do I deal with outsides and insides that don’t match? Basically, I don’t look at the pictures. I pull on clothes that are a little looser. I enjoy moving a little more. I savour the food I make. And I continue to act like a fit, vital person. And hopefully, one day, the outsides will match the insides. In the meantime, here are the pictures and the stats.
Love and light,
Weight: 301 (down 7 lbs)
Total Weightloss: 29 lbs
Bust: 54.5 ( down 0.5″, 1.5″ total)
Waist: 50.5″ (no change, down 2.5 total)
Hips: 59″ (Down 1″ total)
Total inches lost (5″)